Friday, June 20, 2008

IT took so long for this to die...

So as I sit here and wait for Amanda to take me to BCC so i can start all this fun stuff. I'm worried. Not that this is new. But in my gut I can feel it rebelling already. Not a fan of the feeling. Period. What is this lady going to tell me. Am I going to be labeled some crazy art student with no actual future? Am I going to be retrained into something horrible, Will my work suffer for it?


I mean in the past two years I've finally broke out of my shell.... I don't want to go back in. I'll like it outside of it.

In other news. Went out with Amanda last night to Barns and Noble. Ran into Mr. Dillion (crazy christian teacher who isn't a bad guy just a little nutty). Told him about the job search and my worry about why my degree says and that I'm not the only one. And if our meeting couldn't get any weirder. His wife was there. Daisy is a very sweet lady but its weird to know you own something a teacher drew of his future wife. Then to top that off he found me in the Mediphisycal book section.

I'm not embarrassed by what I am by no stretch of the imagination. But the fact that the gay and lesbian section is right next to it and two men were over looking the ultimate gay sex guide together in the same isle kinda made me a be uncomfortable around him. I really wanted to look up a new herbal book but ended up talking to him for 20 minutes.

Over all not a bad thing, but that's all for now. 

I guess wish me luck guys.

<3

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