Bat went to an afi show...

ANd came home to hell, the show was amazing probably could have did with out the sleep deperivation before and after. And soem of the rude people I met. I did however get jade's pick and his set list, even has his foot print on it that part makes me laugh. Baked for Smith (again) now i need to think of a way to beat Rum bat cookies. Possably skully Vodka citrus? Is that possable, and do i feel bad that i put alcoho in that he can't share them. not really cause I made them just for him so i kinda want it so that he can enjoy them. but I do need to top myself. I will think of some way in the next couple of weeks i have till the twelth.

I will say that people getting on me for smoking when i was nervous as fuck can kinda kiss my ass. Cause in reality I ended up pushed out of the group twoards the middle so I just exciled myself so that I could be alone since i didn't feel like i wanted to be there after a while. I NEVER get like that at an afi show.I think that it is bull shit to put up withand i almost left the whole place just from feeling like that. thankfully i have the abilty to chat to almost anyone. So i didn't need who i came with.

I ended up drining during the gallows because my throat hurt and the girl next to me offered me some of her beer and honestly it was shitty beer but the carbination in it did sothe my throat.

I did however have fun at the end of the night till smith spit at the me on the window. That kinda sucked but i laughed it off like i do with most things now.

I kinda feel myself getting depressed. But I think i might just be the cold. I hate coming home to the point where i just would rather have some blankets and sleep on the streets at times. I can't stad eing my dad's secritary he needs to learn how to look shit up himself i'm not his fucking eread girl.

In other news. I'm moving in with my mother. I will be after the afi show on the 12th. I can pack fast so i don't care. I get my choice of two diffrent cars i can use to drive I am leaning towards the Mercades. I get to paint and pick which room I want I'm really exited for all this. I want to look on Urban's web site for some cool more adult things for my room. I might paint my furnature or stain it again. it needs it and it will give me something to do while looking for a job. I will persue my art more too i might even use my middle room as a place for me to do my art and not get eerything messed up if they go for it.we'll see. So i guess that makes up my day. Kinda glad to be freeing myself of New Jersey.

<3 Ebon

Ps. Davey Feel better so sorry to hear your sick and had to cancel the Scraton show!